My private prayer, Jehovah are you real...Help me to understand
your organization. I feel I'm going insane among your people..
Please give me a small portion of your Holy Spirit because
your earthly organization is completely nuts....
Help me to have joy in field service, I hate that sh---t...
Can your Holy Spirit give us some upbeat songs, most are
a little dead..Help me see the joy in scrubbing folks floors, toilets
and windows. The more I move up in your organization the less
I understand. Please help me to have some joy in serving you. Thank You
and good night..